People Pleaser No More

There's a tiny spot in me that desires others' approval. It's not a big spot, just a tiny one. I love the fact that people are "proud of me" for my accomplishments. I enjoy an "atta girl" every now and again just like the next person. It thrills me to no end when I see the fruits of my labor and how "happy" everyone is with the results. But what I'm talking about tonight is actually pleasing people to the point of neglecting your own needs. I have a bit of that in me too.

I am taking a big step tomorrow. I am making a decision that is in my best interests. It will not be a popular decision with many people. They will not understand. They will be disappointed in me because it may make their job a little more difficult. It will have ramifications that will impact many individuals. It will be shocking for many.

I can't worry about that. If I don't take care of myself, how can I help anyone else? I know it sounds very selfish, but here is my heirarchy of thought:

1. Serve & Honor God
2. Take care of yourself... so you can...
3. Take care of your family and the ones you love

In reality, the ONLY ENTITY I need to be concerned with pleasing is GOD. I prayed last week for a very specific need in my life and within 48 hours, God answered my prayer. He answered it 100%. Every detail of my need was met, in full. Now, I must have the brassy boldness to go forth with what he designed for me.

I am going to step out, in faith believing, that God made a way where there seemed to be no way.

After tomorrow, many people will be displeased with me...and that REALLY bothers the people pleaser part of me.

But nothing can deny the peace I have in my soul about taking this next step in my life. I want to please God.

I will stand before GOD and give an account for how I lived my life, not a person.

And that's all that matters.